x-rateedddd.

Why is this world so cruel to me?
I want my very own Dylan Mcdermott and Jude Law now.

cedele just now with lan and nat.
trish’s party later.
sleep.

so why are my convictions blinded by your spotlight?

Oh this is with ref to ’sometimes i get lost’ I really cannot find a better way to put it, cos that came from nothing but experience. Finally somebody who comprehends everything. k, maybe that was a bit too much, somebody who comprehends some part of it.

No school for me on Friday!! I predict a stomach ache. @.@
I wanna restart, that way, maybe i can do over things i really regret not doing.
But then again, if I had not made those mistakes, I wouldn’t know how to deal with them when the situation requires me to, (but then again, I may not even have to deal with those sticky situations again, if i had a chance to better things)
Well, what can i say I just hope and pray that tomorrow would be a brighter day.

I’m a PAL. Passionate? No way. Aloof? Maybe. In limbo? WHO CARES? My life is over.

-crappy and losing my religion, D

constraints.

That is really terrifying, the thought of it jumping at you, ok, this is w ref to the O. No clue why. English lesson the other made me realise how much my English sucks. Everybodys awesome descriptive essays were godlike- think gold specks of dust and shimmery stuff, and more colourful vocabulary, mines trash.

Where do we go from here?

words can’t say what love can do.

Why is everybody falling ill!
Get well soon everybody!!
Ka, stel, chan, fen! (:
WOO. school=a blast!!
A donut in 23 seconds i believe! (;

Oh I am not moving alr, too lazy.
My brain is rather intricate, try to fig me out.

Times up.
bye! xx.
-D

you are a victim of the rules you live by.

like a spider web intertwining everything, a really fine one, so very fine…

to say i trusted you, would be an understatement.

It feels like getting suckerpunched five million times in your face and you don’t have any protection whatsoever.

I still need that POISON PEN, it would really, really, really, really, really help.Oh you know what I need to do the most now?
Jump into a new world, be somebody else for awhile, probably read a book, I have one in mind, then watch episode after episode of October Road.

Rock the stadium of her heart. \m/

This may seem ironic, but I hate wordpress. moving back to xanga. Oh yeaaaah.

so long wordpress. I like the idea of having a waterproof soul.

Dizzy.

Truth is, we can’t deny what we feel.
I feel like a chalk, lifeless, when I think about you.
Ok queer comparison. but Su’s post was rather moving, somebody else is going through the same thing, really reassurring.

Dianne is so motivating!
Oh Trish is leaving sooooon, sadness, the biggest ass I ever knew, my longest friend!!!
Mj with T,Didi,Canchoo soon.

thank you chan for everything.
Where’s the fire, what’s the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day
But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You’re gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
Slow down you’re doing fine
You can’t be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight
Too bad but it’s the life you lead
You’re so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you’re wrong
You know you can’t always see when you’re right
You got your passion you got your pride
But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true
Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It’s alright you can afford to lose a day or two

I think all of us – want to feel something that we’ve forgotten or turned our backs on because maybe we didn’t realize how much we were leaving behind. We need to remember what used to be good. If we don’t, we won’t recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.

You’re cynical and beautiful<br /> You always make a scene<br /> You’re monochrome delirious<br /> You’re nothing that you seem<br /> I’m drowning in your vanity<br /> Your laugh is a disease<br /> You’re dirty and you’re sweet<br /> You know you’re everything I need

-D. I aim to never come back here, I’ll find a place where I can run to when I’m feeling low, somewhere where I feel safe, where my worries go away, where I can have a clear mind to think through things, anything, the simplest of things. Joy.

everything changes.

hurricane of emotions? fuck you.

It is impossible to bridge two islands that are simply too far apart from each other.

Someone falls to pieces
Sleeping all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
She finally drifts away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
And catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave

Someone finds salvation in everyone
Another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united
Healthy or insane

Even when you’ve paid enough
Been put upon or been held up
With every single memory of
The good or bad, faces of luck
Don’t lose any sleep tonight
I’m sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose
But to be yourself is all that you can do

Have faith restart(?) YES.
On hiatus. for;ever.

-d

save tonight.

I have the presence and ability to uplift misery, the power to erase memories, the ability to do something usually tough, to restart, to rid facts that I particularly do not fancy, to gain access to certain things that may seem a mystery to you.

It’s back to my table, unbelievable myths and unsharpened pencils now.

The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain Why should I complain.

Does it feel the same When she calls your name?
But what can I say Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show Always staying low
The game is on again A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small The winner takes it all

Paranoid, d

Sheck-lair.

Concentrate, Potter. Focus.
http://www.entertonement.com/clips/zptsjqdypf–ConcentrateHarry-Potter-and-the-Order-of-the-Phoenix-Severus-Snape-
I love Severus Snape. Whats not to love?

Normally, if you spoil the vice head prefects thermometer you would afraid but I don’t know why I find it so hilarious. Maybe becos its Jan’s.

I just tried using a cherry stem to tie a knot, & succeeded.

I wanna watch Street Dreams super major badly!!!!!

fly awayyy

school has been really awesome this week, I adore the concept of leave.
I lovelovelove Whitney!!!!!!
-d